ok,now digging a little bit of the yesterdays' draft:
 
after the phone call,i cried a bit(sorry),it seems like all the vains(strength)in the body has been crashes down.... in this lonely planet....
 
i was saying I was tired for all this stiching in and out in the foreigne and inverland....
listening to just a bit the radio dj's words,it seems ring bell all the ditches of what have scan in the outside.....black and white is bleached...mogolue is permeates.......
what is being a good journey with the romantic someones?..........(it stops in a millionare departure)
 
 
 
I was mumbling about what is being outbound and inbound all the time.... 
I keep forget the things I shoud remember...I keep forget what have done today....
london london.....it was in the printed tea,,magazine....in the scottland buberry
there is a baby dressing in a scottland dress
 
the pages were longer in this length,i can't recall the moods there....
 
my two little fingers keep damping on the desk:it's hurt,bruised...
1984?
 
I miss hk.........
at nights ,the tvs' on....someones knocked at the door.....

 

it's dangers when all the imagined become real...too real.
people are talking on the phone,I could not hear.....
 
I am muted...I will be mute....
 
how much the communication world have changed:msn..friender...facebook.google map...
are we in the communication jungle that we are just become 12 monkeys?
 
how long could i sit here?
 
so afraid to go leave here..abroad...why is it so estrange?
 
 
 
please,just give me a dot........
 
i was applying courses in hk,but the deadline's out...i am applying for another one now....
(as mentioned in my last letter)i listened to the jingles of the radio....the moods just matches what I have felt.realationships.....
 
did I overheard somebody's phone call?
 
I just need a new start,a relevant place to settle down...I feel like I need to restore all the thoughts and 思路and then the study,the life....
 
the university called that I might be late for the enrolment....is the registration date the same of different universities?
 
 
 
take care of your health
 
by the way,has my book arrived?
 
 
 
 
15:36 19th june